Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009 My Life Review

It's one hell of a year, what people say it's quite true, you can remember the bad stuff more than the good stuff. Well, when I think back of all the major and minor events happen throughout this year in my life, I can't think much of those good ones. It had been quite a sad year.

-Was preparing very hard with my previous housemate for one of my largest event. Not really going through any sleepless night, have the time to sleep, but too much things to worry that kept u awake.
-Chinese New Year, managed to go out with secondary school classmates, but just for a short while, being summoned by my dad for work.
-Failed one engineering paper, can't remember what subject.

-Handling 4 days event, almost killed myself with loads of pressure and tension for E-Week.
-Got second combo hit by my ex for sending me a letter.

- Say farewell to a good friend at the airport.
- Drop out from University.
- Depression.
- Played a lot of badminton. Luckily there's a group of friend which were so addicted to it, kept me move on.

- Once in a lifetime trip with 2 friends, to Ipoh, Penang, KL, Camerons. Unforgettable moments.
- Volunteering in a orphanage home.
- Did some traveling to clear minds.
- Screwed up some good friendship, send a very harsh email and fug people up.

- Start new life at new college, see new people, experience new environment.
- Know some great people, yuri, yipin, weijia.
- Celebrated friend's birthday.

- Exploring a lot with friends.
- Car kena saman for stupid reasons.
- Bad time with landlord.
- Stay awake overnight to understand a stupid documentary for history project.

- First durian buffet with friends.
- Helped a friend in a relationship proposal, got warnings from authorities.

- Did a lot of Presentation for final work.
- President of history of arts and design 1.
- Attend a friend birthday gathering, house was extraordinarily huge.
- Travel
- Had farewell with one of the greatest teacher of my life, pinky.
- screwed up a good friendship, too late to regret. Got asked to stay away from her life, still doing it now. Never talked since then.
- Coloured my hair.

- Got screwed by house owner for no reasons. Shifted into another room in another house.
- Semester 2 begins with interesting subjects, nanowhite, pavillion.
- day trip to a park for assignment purposes.
- Still not able to talk with that friend. Too afraid to provoke her again.

- First participation in Holloween Dressing up competition.
- Fell for a girl and she found out in less than a week time.
- More missundestanding happens.
- PJS 9 Autumn Festival Gathering with friends.
- Dinner at THE BIRD.

- My 20th Birthday, having the most number of cakes in my life.Many surprises.
- Attended 5th Annual Photography Camp.
- "Soul Gear" movie production. Great time, but made wrong decision and caused a friend to feel deeply miserable.

- Screwed up another friendship. [It's like a curse, I had to lose a friend every end of the semester, and its all my fault]
- Travel with friends, forced myself to stay positive at all times.
- Never learn to miss all my classmates till the day we are going to separate. CD0905-2 best class in my life.

At the end of all these, I'm physically and mentally tired and exhausted, at times felt ignored and left out. Counting in this one year, how many friends had I destroyed?
Having a very quiet phone this holiday. Missed the sound of sms alerts or ringing tones.
Today's the last day of the year, hoping for a better start for the upcoming year, hope I can write a happier post, hope I could be a better person.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Topsy Turvy World

I'm in a topsy turvy world.

It's all I could say.

Saturday, December 12, 2009